Wednesday, December 29, 2010

A lil late but..


Lol. New year's coming already and i really dunno what to feel about it. I was excited for awhile with all the possibilities that could happen. Apparently, fear's got the better of me. Again.

Sighs. Either way, let's just live. Forget about everything else.

내 소중한 친구 들.

Still in my crib.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

I suddenly lost all the Christmas spirit and its only 2 days to Christmas spirit. T_T

Oh well. I like big teddy bear, their arms specifically.

Sometimes change is.. good.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Last day at school. Slightly nostalgic about it. But, life goes on.

I'm probably gonna start or umm.. continue crazy blogging. Like i mentioned (to nobody, and since nobody reads this, i think thats alright too), i am trying to get a life back. I'd like to think of it as continuing it after putting on halt for a long time. Nevertheless, the fear of it is still getting to me.

I.. changed. I might not like saying it, but i always believe in admitting the truth. I'm probably still never going to be the same again and the thought of it is just so surreal. I didn't notice i'd been in denial for that long.

Life changing experiences, I'm looking for you. Come find me now, i think i'm ready to take another step forward.


Today while i was alone (again, as usual), I guess it didn't feel so fine anymore. I don't even know if that's a good thing, its been too long. I feel.. old. Its like i lived life for too long, died and floated around or something. I really don't make sense nowadays.



Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I think my brain's dying everyday.
Oh well, i don't need it much now, do i?

(: Freedom.


i'm right there at the edge of the world
thinking maybe i should turn around
pinky promises and things to want
thinking maybe its okay to fall
reaching just a lil higher
falling just a lil further
thinking maybe i'll get there someday
future is once again blurred
the words of a sinner
sorry i couldn't do better
losing a quarter
hopefully never
don't miss this now
yesterday's gone
thinking maybe,
maybe its time to breathe
will i be alive tomorrow?

And sleep. Whooo. I just came up with a random poem. Read carefully and maybe it'll make sense. Didn't know i could come up with things like things. Maybe i should try again. Soon.


Sunday, December 5, 2010

매일 죽어가는 느낌, 나.

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