I would die for you, but you won't do the same.

Monday, January 31, 2011


Day 1 :

I did after all come searching for an adventure and SS3 is the best first adventure here ever. It was alot of walking, sitting on really hard ground, sleeping on fliers, being under the rain at 4am and nowhere much to go. It was alot of sacrificing and i think i can still say that going through all that was still pretty much worth it. I know, the kind of love i have for these 13 men in a idol group scares me too, but i'm proud of it.

We reached spore at about 7 and headed over to the stadium at about 9.30pm. We were hungry and didn't know where to go. We snooped around a lil and almost got caught for breaking in to the stadium. Eekk. That was a lil scary. After eating (expensive food), we settled next to a wall and spent the whole night there. I took the first train back, got freshened up, rushed all the way back.. to sit in line again. -.-

After being tagged and brought to toilet breaks, running around for 15 minutes trying to get some free stuff, we were finally let in. Ran around the pit trying to pick a spot to stand, decided to be right in the front and well.. waited.

It started, i used my throat wrongly, now it hurts whenever i try to raise my voice, not that i would need it much now until SS3 Msia. (:

They came out with Sorry Sorry Remixed which is all sexy and all. And i really can't recall much but i definitely watched all the choreography from up close and damn they're sexy expressions. Screamed my head off for Henry and Zhoumi because i think the crowd weren't nice enough to them (as usual) and they deserve all the love from me. ^^ The crowd definitely loved 'Baby' though. Zhoumi was all sexy and long legged for his solo with his flippy hair and eyeliner. At the end when they were saying goodbye, Kyu even came out and made fun of his dance.

I think it was during 'No Other' when Kyu came and stood in front of us for awhile. That glamorously beautiful smirk he gave us when he was going away was just.. scream inducing. He did his cute lil waving thing and then well.. left.

This was the most.. memorable moment. Ever. I was completely blinded by his beautiful shining smile and he was just being all.. Teukie. *swoons*

Heechul was sooooooooo.. beautiful. Gah. There was alot of moments with Donghae and Siwon when they were supposed to be dancing, he just keeps shooting them smiles at them and I wanna like.. grab his off stage or something.

Kyu came behind Teukie and hid for awhile while Teukie was still waving. Sighssss.

There's alot to mention but i really don't think i can and everything in this post is already at random. So here goes some random. Zhoumi's legs are like half the size of the girl dancers. Sungmin didn't pull off his shirt which was slightly disappointing. However, seeing the whole thing from up close was just.. breathtaking. It was a lil too much for my innocent heart to handle.

Hyuk was as usual, sexy during the duet. I freakin saw him tear off the front of his shirt. Whhoooot. I think i almost died. Shindong ran over a few times, he was his usual self, happy. Most annoying part was that they barely walked pass us. Sighsss.

Siwon. BWAHAHAHA. Kristal and I had many umm.. moments together staring at Siwon. Its not my fault, he wasn't wearing a shirt. I tried really hard to stop watching him. If its any consolation to myself, i did stop after uhh.. hips. HAHA. Then looking at Yesung and Sungmin wasn't much difference anyway. GAH. I'm going outta my brains now.

There were some pretty good quotes from Yann and Eunice with all the time we spent together hobo-ing at the stadium, some that goes along the line of 'did you take drugs?' Lol.

Oh, and we took pictures in the middle of the street at 3 in the morning, running around because Yann was scared of standing at the middle of the cross section on the road. Fun times.

Despite being super tired, having bruises on my knees, on my arms, on my chest from leaning against the railing so much, i did enjoy almost every moment of it.

Day 2 coming right up. (:

난이 좋지 않아요.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Someone, anyone, please buy me some sleeping pills.
And some shoes.

도와 줘요.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

This kind of 우정, I really don't understand. Its very sad when I actually consider us 친구 and yet we are nothing more and nothing less. Someone precious to me and yet we can't even communicate. What is this exactly? Everyone probably has some people like this in their lives. Are we all just gonna leave it as it is? Don't blame me, I tried. I actually did. I made an effort, one that's usually unlikely to happen. Making small moves like that is pretty hard for me but for the sake of it, i do. I can't change this, I've been trying. This is really weird. I don't even know why i'm blogging about this. This is very unlike me.

오 마이곧. 난 이상하네. T_T

Getting used to it.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Today I took some pictures with many trees, pretty ones i must add, despite how i never had much love for the nature. Sorry, God. =/ Got another few mosquito bites from this.

Then I climbed up a.. tank. Would've gone higher but there were ppl walking around and all. Next time. (:

Then i went for a walk/jog/run/stop thing. I loved the wind. It was.. liberating. LOL.

Then I took a picture with a cat statue. I've been there many many times but i've never ever took a picture with the cat, how absurd is that.

Then I went to visit mummy because it is the only place I can walk to and where it is not deserted and the only thing to do. Hmmm. People. Haven't seen much.

Boring, i know.

Just live.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Happy New Year. (:

It's already 2011. It's been a slightly uneventful year for me cause there was only 1 event (supposedly) for all 17 year olds. -.-

But that's okay. I've decided not to harbor any discontent towards it because its
(also supposedly)
life changing.

I'm ready for more and i think this is the first new year i've enjoyed. No, i'm not any less confused about life right now, but I could care less right now.

Confidence, he says. Hmm. Maybe this year i could find some. I still don't know if i've anything to live for, but you know what, just live.

Whatever it is, just live.

Ya'll here that? Don't die this year, or next year, or any other year. Let the world end on its own, don't end mine for me. (:

'내꺼, 사랑한다.' Best line i've heard in 2010. LOL.

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