I walked into a church today. Or rather I think God told me to go in. I was on my off-day-jogging mood. I just wanted to walk. I just wanted to walk real long and real far. If I only I didn't have to turn around and go back. I walked pass the church but for some reason (it was probably God), I turned around and walked up the stairs.
It was big, it was beautiful, it feels like God. I lingered outside for so long, hiding from the people that walked pass. I didn't dare to walk into the auditorium but I couldn't bring myself to leave. I told myself I won't leave until I prayed.
He told me to look for doors. I did. The moment I knelt down, I already started crying. It was unexplainable, my head was almost completely empty at that moment. It felt like He held me around the shoulders and said "You found it. You found Me."
이상한느낌이었죠. There is no words to explain. It was just.. God. Am I forgiven? Again?