I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

나는 촛불을 보았다.
다른 기분이.

나는 을 마시고. 
머리 아파서. 

내가 Genting 에 가서.  
힘들 었어, 오빠가. 

난 바다에 갔어요.  
나는 석양을보고, 손을 잡고. 
한쪽에서 다른 쪽 걸어 고. 
정말 감사 해요.

이것은 행복한가? 



Sunday, July 24, 2011

I am blessed. 
I have been blessed. 
I might still be blessed in time to come. 
I just constantly need a whack on the head to make me realise that. 
Its okay to suffer, if we're living for Him. 
I think I understand that.
I'm living.


Tuesday, July 19, 2011

"I can show you my everything."
-4MEN, 사랑해

I would never say that out loud to anyone. Maybe, I'll learn.

Elbows together.

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

 Last day of orientation, classes start tomorrow.
I need to stop blogging so much.

Learn to love.

What is it?

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The most constantly asked question not only to me but i think to alot of people as well; "Are you okay?" or "How are you?". It bothers me that I can never actually really answer  those questions. Its unnerving when I don't feel like lying but I can't tell the truth. I can never just bring myself to say that I am okay. But its not like i'm not okay. It bothers me when there's nothing wrong with me and that already shows how something is wrong with me. Why can't I just be.. okay

College has started. 2nd day of orientation. And i'd like to say that I have friends. But.. I'm not too sure. By tomorrow which is the last day of orientation, everything i've gotten used to for the past 2 days will change again and once more, i'd hit the restart button. Its amazing how easy it is to pretend like we actually know each other.

This one day that caught me off guard, traumatized me a little, a mere near death experienced that came and went. Just like the wind. 

Lol. Fail poetry. 


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