Monday, September 24, 2012

Trying harder,
trying again.

Its been so long since the last blog post. I'd like to think that a lot of things happened within this post and the last. If i remember it properly, I would put it in a chronological order but I can't and I don't think it really matters. :)

So, my sister has passed the interview for the student exchange to Busan, South Korea. There was all her random farewells and 21st birthday celebration here and there.

So with that, we went back to Ipoh to visit our grandpa and mum and had dinner with aunt. And went for the awful, terrible dental appointment. But there's no good news, there's never good news when it comes to dentists. Hmph. Transferring to KL would take REAL long. Again. AGAIN! Arghhhh. 

Besides that, I had to meet the one person whose still there for me in Ipoh, who also doesn't take pictures with me. But because he told me that, I will start compiling an entire album of pictures with him. HELLO, SAM! :D imy.

So we celebrated her birthday with Mummy..

...and Daddy.

And I almost finished every single one of her birthday cakes. Got vanilla cake, vanilla with custard cake, black forest cake. #fat

We also took time to visit Grandma, who didn't remember my name but I'm glad she's still doing somewhat okay. :) Please excuse my ugly face, my eyes were swollen for some unknown reason. :(

Somewhere in between, I had time to skype with unnie. , 보고 싶었어. ᅲᅲ

So, I also HAD TO go to Jeffrey Cheah Scholarship Awards Ceremony. I shook hands with him. Yay. #sarcasm
 But, I got my certificate and I got my scholarship, so yay also. No sarcasm this time. The guy sitting next to me was just.. sleeping the whole time. Aihhhh. Daddy, Aunty, Cammie and Unnie came to 'support' me. And all I did was walk across the stage for 10 seconds. Heh.

The most recent event, in conjunction with my sister's 21st birthday, we kinda tagged along the Monash Engineering graduation after party and went to Zouk. Lol. I walked in using my sister's IC. It was a pretty fun night, interesting incidents. But why did it have to rain when we were trying to get home. I was cold and wet and it was so early in the morning. I slept the entire Saturday away. In other words, the pile of work on my table never reduced. :\

Whatever the consequences were, I made the best out of it and I'm clearly aware of all that was happening. Mistakes happen, I'm sorry I'm not perfect. It will not happen again. 
It might not happen again.  

I hope I'll be forgiven someday. I'm sorry for the way everything turned out. But I am eternally grateful to have someone like you. It'll take some getting used to, but I know you're good for me. Nothing will change that. Thank you, love.

I think I'm missing out on some stuff but I can't recall. A little update on uni. Its tiring. So tiring. Somewhat boring. Sigh. I don't know what it means to me yet. All i'm trying to do is get through everyday. Its time to search for something new. Something so unfamiliar and something so lonely. All over again. 

That meeting might have triggered a little emotions, a little confusion, but also made me see things a little clearer. I didn't find out something I didn't already know about myself. It was mostly confirmations on thoughts I already had. Maybe my mum saw a new light when it comes to me now. Haha. I hope.

It doesn't mean that if I don't love you forever, that I don't love you now.

"No shits are given." 
"And none will be taken."

What love is this?

Monday, September 3, 2012

"And I confess, You'll always be enough for me."

So its been a really busy two weeks. To start it off, I think the most relevant thing to blog about was Omar's birthday party. I think the last time I went to a house party was during Kristal's 13th. HAHA. That was about 6 years ago. It was an odd experience, with new friends, new strangers. Now the only thing that I won't forget was the bunch of guys taking off their shirts and randomly dancing, as a punishment for losing charades that we were playing. 

And maybe the uhmm lack of food. Hahaha. Sorry, Omar. :D We're still bestfriends right? To finish it off, we (of course) went to Vertigo. That was pretty enjoyable too. Its on those rare days where I don't enjoy clubbing that I really don't. But those are slightly rare nowadays. Heh.   

HAPPY belated 21st BIRTHDAY, OMAR!

Obligatory boyf picture. Haha, excuse the funny faces please. We were going through a moment. :)

EMERGE has come and went. I would say I wasn't really into the conference, or the whole competition stuff. But being able to participate in the Future in Neon fashion design competition was an experience to remember. Its been bitter, fun, boring, adventurous, making things I never thought I could make. The conference on a whole was, of course, great. Pastor Kong came to preach for all three days, it was an honor to be able to hear him again and see all that he is going through but still trusting God with every step he takes.

 In the process of making the outfit. We had changed it last minute, it was  so much work and so little time. I'm really glad its over, and that we did our (almost) best. It seems that even though we weren't top 3, we were 4th place. That is an accomplishment on its own because the rest of the contestants were really awesome.

Look at them! How to compete? The winner was a futuristic ballerina, she had lights on her hair. And a top handmade from tape, bolts and nuts, feather tutu, all handmade. They deserved it. I'm glad to have known the makers too. The random conversations that happened, a new friend perhaps. :)


 This is our model, Audrey Ling, who also won the beauty pageant contest as Miss Emerge 2012. :) It was a great pleasure to work with her despite the clashing of ideas and disagreements at some point. Hair by Joan, make up by me, outfit was mainly put together together. Lol. Get it? Sorry for the double words. 

Team Electroneon!

The rest of Emerge was pretty awesome. The opening dance, for instance, was WOW. 

Parade of Schools (POS) is a cheerleading competition between clusters. This is the first time I've ever watched a cheerleading competition live, much more from a non professional cheerleaders. The stunts that were attempted were terryfyingly good, some just really scary to watch. I have to give it to them though, their fighting spirits are incredible. 

They were all really good, unexpected, despite the mistakes that occured, it was a great performance. This last picture has a guy head spinning on a board held up by more guys. O.O
He rolled off the board really scarily.

The throne they tried to replicate from Fantastic Baby's MV. Pretty cool stuff.

Uni has resumed once again, I don't know if I'm coping at all, but I feel stupider everyday. And I am reminded how I cannot wake up in the morning. Aihhhhh.
Now, off to some sleep!

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