If.

; one of the worst words created in the English language, causes anxiety and creates false hope.

Just a little tired of having to keep it together all the time. 

Just today, today I'm allowing myself to let go a little. 

"I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you;

I will remove from you your heart of stone

and give you a heart of flesh."

Ezekiel 36:26