Love beautifully.

I've been trying to pen down my thoughts about everything that has been going on. Trying to assess my own actions and intentions. But I really don't know what to say. I think I'm just trying really hard to be right. One of the kind of habits I have never been able to change or remove from my life...yet.

I thought it was all getting better, but why do the people around me still make it seem like I'm still the same? I smiled like I meant it.

Today I'm just having one of those really bad days. I hurt emotionally and physically. The weather is really taking a toll on everyone. Sigh. Fever, go away!

I want to be happy, too.

The semester has started and I'm not feeling it yet. I always /want/ to go through the entire semester hardworkingly, and do it well. But like every other student, we stop halfway. This has been a big problem for our generation. Hmmm. It's only the first week and I've fallen sick. So much motivation right now -.- it's been kinda lonely though. Too much silence on my part. I don't know how to do it anymore.

To better days ahead.

 

You can't teach someone how to love you.