Can't handle that?

"You made life worth living."

Someday, someone is going to say that to me. I think I mean those words quite often, I just don't say them very often.

I was told some strange things about myself recently. Its only strange because suddenly I felt like somebody saw me. But still nobody hears me.

"What if I had a thing on the side?

Made ya cry?

Would the rules change up?

Or would they still apply?

If I played you like a toy?

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Keep a straight face when ya tell a lie
Always keep an air-tight alibi
What he don't know won't break his heart"

-- Ciara, Like a Boy

Still putting on a smile.

And so I became the girl who leaves, before I’m left. 

But I hope that someday I’ll meet someone who’ll make me stay.