생일 축하해, 시원오빠~!
축복합니다.

Just the other day..

My monitor said to me :

"I like to kacau you la, you like so serious all the time."

And then she laughed. I feel sad.

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Have some KJJ craze. HAHA.


Bo beep bo beep bo beep. [Shot no. 90]


Unnie be pimping. [Shot no. 117]


:) [Shot no. 118]

Maybe when i'm not in the right state of mind, there's a video that came along with this pictures.
xD

D-day

생일 축하해, 한경오빠!
영원히사랑해요~! ♥

Have a pimping 한경오빠.


Have a wet-haired 한경오빠.


Have a white haired 한경오빠.


Have a shinning 한경오빠.


Have a manly 한경오빠.


I love you, 한경오빠.

Oops.

Happy Birthday, 조규현!
*hearts*

Reoccurring.

'To get something you never had,
you have to do something you never did.'

Temporary.

생일 축하해, 강인오빠!
미안해.

Stan.

This is me failing at almost everything and giving up.

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I'm going to temporarily disappear.
And i'll make my 'comeback' when uhh.. i feel like it.

I'll miss you , Mango.
And i'll come visit you alot, okay?
Talk to you from the balcony and stuff.
사랑해.
미안해.

Sidekick.

School's sucked the life outta me in a week.
Who knew i had so little life in me? Oh wait, I did.

Gah.

Baby i love you, i'm waiting for you.

Its now the 3rd day of school. Frankly, it's been worse than i thought i would be. Sighss. I'm already tired out mentally.

Enough bout school. My sister woke me up with the most terrible news. Well. It wasn't all that terrible, its just not what i want to wake up to. Blehhh. All i want is nothing to do with it. My mind's currently incapable of going through all these things. It feels like it's never even rested in the first place.

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I hardly think insulting every single thing
that passes you by is appropriate.

비빔밥!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 성민오빠!

사랑해요, 영원히.
<3

It can't get any worse, right?

Wrong.

Quote Ms. Azana, my form 2 class teacher : "Shit happens."

It's another new year. Another new everything. I really don't know what to expect, don't know what to think. But i think i know one thing. I'm scared. I actually am. Its really scary to think of all the things that could've been and could be.

I would do like a review of my year but i don't think i want to reminisce. Not yet. Maybe when i'm 50 and still alive. Besides, i randomly reminisce at all times. Reminders are anywhere and nearly everywhere. And nobody's gonna read it anyway. I'd rather talk about it with my 친구s whom i really miss right now. (:

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Last night was.. LOLtastic.

"I think my car just farted."

and..

"What happened?" "What? Oh, what happened. She was crossing the road and there was a cat. The cat said 'Meow' but she say 'Hi'. The fella blur."

Seriously, such a smart way to avoid a conversation. I think i'd remember that conversation for a long time. LOL. I haven't laughed so much in one night since.. forever.

Spent the kononnya countdown and McD and we actually missed it. It was already 12.01 when we realised. Oh well.

I spend all my countdowns with weird people. Good memories nevertheless.

I might have hated 2009 but i will surely miss it. The only thing that doesn't rewind : Time.

Anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR, YA'LL!

Baby, please stay.

Fake.

So i'm finally back. And well.. kinda dead tired. But above all that, i'm just SO HAPPY to be back in front of my own shared labtop. (:

As you should know already, i'm a lil too busy with everything else to blog. And i've got no pics. So.. yeah.

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Last night, before the twins went to bed..

"I got something to say to you.. "
*a moment of silence where we all turn to look at her and wait for her to say something*
".. GOODBYE!"

Then they ran over and climb on top of my usual lying-on-the-bed-self and gave me a hug.
"I miss you."

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So sweet right? I miss them too. I miss THEM, not the kids around me part. I think i've made enough memories to last the year. So all in all, i'm just glad to be back and well.. alone.

Twins?

Eek. I'm becoming mean ALREADY. >.<

Sorry la. My err.. attitude got the better of me. But then again, i think whatever patience i still have in me will last me through this holiday.

It's CHRISTMAS! In exactly 59 minutes. Well. I'm still gonna try to stay up till 12 just to wish everybody, if i can. Can you imagine? I'm trying to sleep by 12. TWELVE? ME? Sleeping by 12? Sounds a lil surreal. Oh well. This is what happens when i'm surrounded by kids too much.

MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL!

I wonder how old Jesus is this year.

Pictures. Or rather half of the pictures.

We were umm.. posing around on the ground floor of the apartment? Is that what its called?

She calls me "my girl". I think i started calling her that too. That's Margeret. My.. girl. Yeah. She sticks to me forever.

BANANAS. Buahaha.

In the MRT. Our looooonnngggg MRT rides. It's not all that bad.

Eating.. Gio Gio. That's what it's called.

Orchard Road. 2nd time.

Orchard road. 1st time.

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I'm potentially scarred for life.

Sighs.

I am..

.. annoyed.

Yes, i'm still in Singapore. And yes, i'm still alive. With kids hanging off me (thank god i brought shorts that won't fall off so easily), draggind me around the mall and refusing to let me stop to look at stuff (she takes away everything and anything i pick up from a shelf), sitting ON me, puching me (yeah, they punch people), digging through my everything, murdering my already dead phone, pouring my powder everywhere, tossing my poor baby everywhere, hacking into my FACEBOOK to buy things for themselves through my previously non existent pet society, and yeah.. you get the point. She even follows me into the bathroom every morning after dragging me (literally, really) outta bed and then stare at me brush my teeth.

INVASION OF PRIVACY and PERSONAL SPACE. *sceams*

It's only the 2nd day i've been here but i already out of energy. School? HAH SO FUNNY. I'm even starting to talk like them now la. Always like that wan. Must not do that la. Later i go back then how? Later i like siao like that la. People all don't like me ady. OMG right. I'd rather sound like a bimbo than talk like that.

So everytime I get annoyed, i scream random korean at then. HAH.

Sighsss. I already miss home. And i'm missing all these super important stuff happening in the KPOP world and then all of a sudden EVERYTHING happens.

Oops. This was not ment to be a rant post. It just.. well, became one. Don't worry. I still love them all. Really.

Byebye.

Mercy covers all truth.

I went to church. I went to church. It was just soo.. comfortable. I felt such a strong presence of God, the type i haven't felt before in A Long Time. It only reminds me again how much i love it and how i really miss it. But yeah.. for now, we'll just see how things go.


This was us, outside the church. Which is basically a hotel lobby.

With all the awesome food my dad cooks, comes some not-so-awesome pictures of me at the dinner table. :)


That was the 2 peas i left behind after trying to spell 'TOP' with them but failed beacused there weren't enough peas for the P. And a very awesome tasting potato topped with sour cream and bacon. Its supposed to be a smiley but see, my potatoes, like me, can't smile much either. >_<


And.. THAT. Yeah.

So. We had our loooonggg shopping day. It was just.. okay i suppose.


Whee. Cupcake. It wasn't all that great.


We got tired of walking and just.. yeah.

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Went to Kristal's house last night for some.. party.


"친구야" :)


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C.H.R.I.S.T.M.A.S is round the corner.

And i'm going to S'pore this Saturday. Christmas in S'pore? I don't know what to expect. I just pray that it'll turn out greater than I don't think it'll be.


I wish i could spend Christmas with someone else other than my grandparents and my 3 cousins. But nevertheless, I hope everyone has A BANGING CHRISTMAS.

&& MERRY CHRISTMAS, BIG BANG!

All thanks to my sister for making the card for them. I really really hope they get it.

메리 크리스마스!

There's a reason.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAKNAE!
승리, 니가최고야! :)

I woke up sad again.

OMG i need a distraction big distraction i'm gonna type with no punctuation beacuse my fingers are still shaking from this terrible nightmare no it wasn't a mightmare but it is my WORST nightmare i dreamt of my own wedding how beyond scary can that get the scary part is never the wedding i love weddings i want my own wedding i just don't want to dream my wedding because in dreams everything goes wrong what i'm saying is not that the wedding dream was scary it's more like who i dreamt of getting married to omg omg omg its such a terrible dream and i'm gonna make sure that nobody ever finds out who i dreamt of marrying and btw he's not korean DAMNIT but i think for like 30 seconds of my dream and approximately 5 minutes of my sleep i was going to marry 희철 i even dreamt of 희범. yeah but it was a short moment i don't like seeing faces in my dreams omg omg how can i dream of marrying someone i don't even want to see NOW?



I need a brainwash.

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Don't even bother reading that. Now i'm going to distract myself with VERY INTERESTING THINGS that actually involve korean ppl YAY.

It's time to forget.

Not just yet.

Went to uhh.. Patricia's (my mum's rotarion friend) house to decorate it for her. -.-

Ye-eaahh. It was a bit odd because well.. we decorated her house for her. Because there was gonna be a Rotary christmas celebration 2 weeks later or something. And i was STARVING.

So we decorated her house. And left.



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IT'S FRIGGIN DECEMBER. I haven't done anything in the past month. God save me. I feel completely useless. =( And i.. want to shop. Preferably out of Ipoh. But it seems i can't even get out of Sunway City. Sheeesh. I'm still rotting.

Wipe your tears.

Think again.

"In the end, they find out that I'm a country bumpkin from Kangwondo who looks like a girl but definitely has a manly personality, is straightforward, and can drink a lot."-김희철

credits: Singles Magazine, SJ baidu bar, J@金希澈中文网
translated from Chinese to English by bonbon58@sj-world.net

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I LOL-ed so hard at that. HAHA. This is why i love him even more.

<3