So i'm finally back. And well.. kinda dead tired. But above all that, i'm just SO HAPPY to be back in front of my own shared labtop. (:

As you should know already, i'm a lil too busy with everything else to blog. And i've got no pics. So.. yeah.

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Last night, before the twins went to bed..

"I got something to say to you.. "
*a moment of silence where we all turn to look at her and wait for her to say something*
".. GOODBYE!"

Then they ran over and climb on top of my usual lying-on-the-bed-self and gave me a hug.
"I miss you."

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So sweet right? I miss them too. I miss THEM, not the kids around me part. I think i've made enough memories to last the year. So all in all, i'm just glad to be back and well.. alone.

Twins?

Eek. I'm becoming mean ALREADY. >.<

Sorry la. My err.. attitude got the better of me. But then again, i think whatever patience i still have in me will last me through this holiday.

It's CHRISTMAS! In exactly 59 minutes. Well. I'm still gonna try to stay up till 12 just to wish everybody, if i can. Can you imagine? I'm trying to sleep by 12. TWELVE? ME? Sleeping by 12? Sounds a lil surreal. Oh well. This is what happens when i'm surrounded by kids too much.

MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL!

I wonder how old Jesus is this year.

Pictures. Or rather half of the pictures.

We were umm.. posing around on the ground floor of the apartment? Is that what its called?

She calls me "my girl". I think i started calling her that too. That's Margeret. My.. girl. Yeah. She sticks to me forever.

BANANAS. Buahaha.

In the MRT. Our looooonnngggg MRT rides. It's not all that bad.

Eating.. Gio Gio. That's what it's called.

Orchard Road. 2nd time.

Orchard road. 1st time.

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I'm potentially scarred for life.

Sighs.

I am..

.. annoyed.

Yes, i'm still in Singapore. And yes, i'm still alive. With kids hanging off me (thank god i brought shorts that won't fall off so easily), draggind me around the mall and refusing to let me stop to look at stuff (she takes away everything and anything i pick up from a shelf), sitting ON me, puching me (yeah, they punch people), digging through my everything, murdering my already dead phone, pouring my powder everywhere, tossing my poor baby everywhere, hacking into my FACEBOOK to buy things for themselves through my previously non existent pet society, and yeah.. you get the point. She even follows me into the bathroom every morning after dragging me (literally, really) outta bed and then stare at me brush my teeth.

INVASION OF PRIVACY and PERSONAL SPACE. *sceams*

It's only the 2nd day i've been here but i already out of energy. School? HAH SO FUNNY. I'm even starting to talk like them now la. Always like that wan. Must not do that la. Later i go back then how? Later i like siao like that la. People all don't like me ady. OMG right. I'd rather sound like a bimbo than talk like that.

So everytime I get annoyed, i scream random korean at then. HAH.

Sighsss. I already miss home. And i'm missing all these super important stuff happening in the KPOP world and then all of a sudden EVERYTHING happens.

Oops. This was not ment to be a rant post. It just.. well, became one. Don't worry. I still love them all. Really.

Byebye.

Mercy covers all truth.

I went to church. I went to church. It was just soo.. comfortable. I felt such a strong presence of God, the type i haven't felt before in A Long Time. It only reminds me again how much i love it and how i really miss it. But yeah.. for now, we'll just see how things go.


This was us, outside the church. Which is basically a hotel lobby.

With all the awesome food my dad cooks, comes some not-so-awesome pictures of me at the dinner table. :)


That was the 2 peas i left behind after trying to spell 'TOP' with them but failed beacused there weren't enough peas for the P. And a very awesome tasting potato topped with sour cream and bacon. Its supposed to be a smiley but see, my potatoes, like me, can't smile much either. >_<


And.. THAT. Yeah.

So. We had our loooonggg shopping day. It was just.. okay i suppose.


Whee. Cupcake. It wasn't all that great.


We got tired of walking and just.. yeah.

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Went to Kristal's house last night for some.. party.


"친구야" :)


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C.H.R.I.S.T.M.A.S is round the corner.

And i'm going to S'pore this Saturday. Christmas in S'pore? I don't know what to expect. I just pray that it'll turn out greater than I don't think it'll be.


I wish i could spend Christmas with someone else other than my grandparents and my 3 cousins. But nevertheless, I hope everyone has A BANGING CHRISTMAS.

&& MERRY CHRISTMAS, BIG BANG!

All thanks to my sister for making the card for them. I really really hope they get it.

메리 크리스마스!

There's a reason.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAKNAE!
승리, 니가최고야! :)

I woke up sad again.

OMG i need a distraction big distraction i'm gonna type with no punctuation beacuse my fingers are still shaking from this terrible nightmare no it wasn't a mightmare but it is my WORST nightmare i dreamt of my own wedding how beyond scary can that get the scary part is never the wedding i love weddings i want my own wedding i just don't want to dream my wedding because in dreams everything goes wrong what i'm saying is not that the wedding dream was scary it's more like who i dreamt of getting married to omg omg omg its such a terrible dream and i'm gonna make sure that nobody ever finds out who i dreamt of marrying and btw he's not korean DAMNIT but i think for like 30 seconds of my dream and approximately 5 minutes of my sleep i was going to marry 희철 i even dreamt of 희범. yeah but it was a short moment i don't like seeing faces in my dreams omg omg how can i dream of marrying someone i don't even want to see NOW?



I need a brainwash.

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Don't even bother reading that. Now i'm going to distract myself with VERY INTERESTING THINGS that actually involve korean ppl YAY.

It's time to forget.

Not just yet.

Went to uhh.. Patricia's (my mum's rotarion friend) house to decorate it for her. -.-

Ye-eaahh. It was a bit odd because well.. we decorated her house for her. Because there was gonna be a Rotary christmas celebration 2 weeks later or something. And i was STARVING.

So we decorated her house. And left.



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IT'S FRIGGIN DECEMBER. I haven't done anything in the past month. God save me. I feel completely useless. =( And i.. want to shop. Preferably out of Ipoh. But it seems i can't even get out of Sunway City. Sheeesh. I'm still rotting.

Wipe your tears.

Think again.

"In the end, they find out that I'm a country bumpkin from Kangwondo who looks like a girl but definitely has a manly personality, is straightforward, and can drink a lot."-김희철

credits: Singles Magazine, SJ baidu bar, J@金希澈中文网
translated from Chinese to English by bonbon58@sj-world.net

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I LOL-ed so hard at that. HAHA. This is why i love him even more.

<3

For now.

The world is not ending LAH.

Hysterical?

Maybe. But i think it's just all those feelings kept inside for a very long time. When i see things like that, i always end up praying i won't end up like that. But, i quote my sister, "Do you think we'll even grow old?" Exactly. It's all the movie's fault, i tell you. Now everyone thinks the world is ending. I personally don't really want to experience growing old but its not like i want the world to end either.

Yes, the world is ending. That's definite. But why does it have to be my generation? I guess this means we've got alot of work to do. More people needs to be saved! I'm basically talking nonsense right now. Forgive me.

I'm off to bed now. Slightly disturbed, momentarily depressed and soon to be asleep.

:)

No offence.

I had this terrible dream where i weighed 53kg.
So scary. =/

That's not all they're about.

I fell in love all over again.

Chit chit.

I've conveniently missed the last day of school and still haven't felt bad about it. I'm on my way to rotting now. But this time around, i'm still rotting happily.

I'm on a mission to RE-save my face and hopefully my hair too. My never ending list of things to do prevents me from doing anything else. i.e : blogging :)

So. The rest of the pictures are on facebook.

My shoulders are cold all the time now.

Wedding.

Came back from KL this afternoon. The wedding was.. big. But the size of it didn't suit the mood of it at all. The whole crowd was.. despondent. It could've been a lot funner but it wasn't. Nvm.

Weddings alwasy make me think. There 2 ways to thinking about weddings. First, how my sister's/friends would be like (cause i'm apparently not getting married :P) and how fun it'll be and how i'd change things around for so it won't just be another common wedding. It should be the best. :) Second, how it's so freakin scary and you just.. well. kinda share a life with someone. FOREVER. When i think thoughts like that, i really can't imagine anyone like that for me.

Or i can also think : "Maybe its fun."

LOL. I duno. I confuse myself alot.

Highlight of the weekend : The wedding dinner and where we stayed was at Concorde. Brings back a whole lot of memories. Good or bad, i'm not even sure anymore.


Walking from the carpark to the lobby. I didn't even know when this picture was taken.


I really didn't remember the toilets being so nice. But then again, it was a long time ago.


Ta-da! This was taken after the dinner ended. We were just hangin around.



There is this SMALL uhh.. wall separating both pools and we walked across it. Just for the fun of it. I was so tempted to just jump in. Too bad, i'm not that crazy. YET.

Pictures with the groom will come soon. I just realised i didn't take any pictures with the bride. Oops.

멋진남자.

"I'm not going to school tomorrow."
"Thank you."

Sighs. My mum is the happiest person alive when i tell her i'm not going to school. -.-

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Sometimes a gentleman,
For you, a superman.
- 송승현

시작!

Whee. New pretty blog.
:)

Happyhappyjoyjoy. Big thanks to my unnie for the picture and uhh.. the person who made this layout. Lol.

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School has been.. pretty okay. Slightly boring at times, but who'c complaining? Results are.. blehhh. No comment. No point being depressed about it.

Jo unnie, faster come back. 보고 싶습니다.
You're not even gonna read this, are you?

I'm feeling good.

Aishh. My blog died. Now i have to spend time fixing it again.
:(

It's not like i can help it.

I still haven't grasped the fact that i went all the way to Taiping for seafood. -.-

It was an okay trip i suppose. My mum keeps being friends with people that keep feeding us expensive food. I just don't think its worth it spending money on food when it comes to me. Lol.


This was from the hotel room in Penang. I've decided not to blog about it. :)

Game of Cliche.

I'm just gonna do a quick shout out to all the people who's birthday has passed while i was.. away.

Happy 18th Birthday to my 누나!
Happy Birthday, sayang! :) 사랑합니다.
Happy Brithday, Anna! She's never gonna see this.
Happy Birthday, Fiona! Neither will she.
Happy Birthday, 동해오빠! You're still a lil kid to me.
Happy Birthday, 신동오빠! I hope you got a lot of food. You probably did.

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 최승현오빠! <3 <3 <3
Again.

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To sum up my time since i was gone in 1 sentence : 1/2 - 2 hours of sleep a day, i look like i've been punched in the eye by 기범.