change your world.

do i consider it changed now?

Well, the concert was pretty awesome.
The band was pretty awesome.
The CD's pretty awesome.
The people were pretty awesome.
The whole event was pretty awesome.

The one who came back from the land of cats he calls it.

CHANGED!

친구야.

First ever picture. Well, technically this was the 4th shot. LOL.

Legacy.

I wanted it, of course. Just didn't expect it.
:)

Hey, i'm not crazy.

Maybe just a lil.

You couldn't have loved me.
You didn't know me.

다시만아면..

난항상너를생각게.

What do you want from me?

14th :

I don't think i can live here. This is not home. This is a house. That's all it is. Despite how it's filled with what people would call 'sound of family' which is seriously just noise, I've grown immune to it.

But there's alot of flu virus here that my body is completely vulnerable to. I can barely breathe with my nose now.

I can't even TRY to take care of my face here. Its just dying and i don't feel very well. I'm tired all the time, my face hurts all the time, there's somebody screaming half the time, i'm covered in sweat most of the time (and like 희철오빠, i hate sweating), and i wake up early ALL the time! I don't know what it is here that makes me so freakin tired all the time.

Happy Valentine's Day, 오빠.

15th :

We went on the Singapore Flyer. We pretty much got lost in the middle of the city, but it was an adventure. I can imagine how crazy it would be if i went traveling with my 친구들. LOL, let's go on some adventures together, 친구야! :)

On our way to the Flyer. We went to the Fountain of Wealth and well.. couldn't find the Flyer after that. HAHA.

The Singapore Flyer. It doesn't fly, i don't why its called a flyer.

In the flyer, there was a Korean family, 2 Japanese girls if i'm not mistaken and a bunch of German (?) dudes. And then there was us, the Malaysians.

The View. There was some kinda fun fair doing on there, the place with the shiny lights.

The F1 track taken from the flyer.


16th :

Unnie had to work. :( I went to another house alone. The kids are playing 21 again. It's so amusing watching them. There was a conversation on how this girl won because she was wearing red and the boy next to her wore red too but beacuse she had more red on her, she won. -.- Other than that, there whole game consists of words like "you stupid" or "banggala la you" and other weird Singaporean profanities which i don't really understand. Was i like this? It's scary growing up. It's scarier being grown up.

I took the bus, then the train, then walked to where my sister works today. Alone. It's pretty fun actually. The amount of kids here are like.. WOW. They're everywhere!

17th :

I went shopping alone. It was fun. I just couldn't buy anything. ):

I was waiting at the bus stop, two students walked pass me. The one further behind shouted "야씨발!" There's not only alot of kids here, there's a LOT of Koreans here. The couple who sat next to me in McD, Korean as well. I went into a few shops that all played Korean songs, and why do you think i was inside? xD

Look! Kid. Yeah, she was cute. She was talking to us. And.. yeah. That's just about it. Couldn't get a single picture with the 3 boys, they were even cuter. The oldest, he's gonna grow up a complete player. =p Lucky girls.

The 1st day of CNY.

And again.

생일 축하해, 시원오빠~!
축복합니다.

Just the other day..

My monitor said to me :

"I like to kacau you la, you like so serious all the time."

And then she laughed. I feel sad.

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Have some KJJ craze. HAHA.


Bo beep bo beep bo beep. [Shot no. 90]


Unnie be pimping. [Shot no. 117]


:) [Shot no. 118]

Maybe when i'm not in the right state of mind, there's a video that came along with this pictures.
xD

D-day

생일 축하해, 한경오빠!
영원히사랑해요~! ♥

Have a pimping 한경오빠.


Have a wet-haired 한경오빠.


Have a white haired 한경오빠.


Have a shinning 한경오빠.


Have a manly 한경오빠.


I love you, 한경오빠.

Oops.

Happy Birthday, 조규현!
*hearts*

Reoccurring.

'To get something you never had,
you have to do something you never did.'

Temporary.

생일 축하해, 강인오빠!
미안해.

Stan.

This is me failing at almost everything and giving up.

******************

I'm going to temporarily disappear.
And i'll make my 'comeback' when uhh.. i feel like it.

I'll miss you , Mango.
And i'll come visit you alot, okay?
Talk to you from the balcony and stuff.
사랑해.
미안해.

Sidekick.

School's sucked the life outta me in a week.
Who knew i had so little life in me? Oh wait, I did.

Gah.

Baby i love you, i'm waiting for you.

Its now the 3rd day of school. Frankly, it's been worse than i thought i would be. Sighss. I'm already tired out mentally.

Enough bout school. My sister woke me up with the most terrible news. Well. It wasn't all that terrible, its just not what i want to wake up to. Blehhh. All i want is nothing to do with it. My mind's currently incapable of going through all these things. It feels like it's never even rested in the first place.

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I hardly think insulting every single thing
that passes you by is appropriate.

비빔밥!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, 성민오빠!

사랑해요, 영원히.
<3

It can't get any worse, right?

Wrong.

Quote Ms. Azana, my form 2 class teacher : "Shit happens."

It's another new year. Another new everything. I really don't know what to expect, don't know what to think. But i think i know one thing. I'm scared. I actually am. Its really scary to think of all the things that could've been and could be.

I would do like a review of my year but i don't think i want to reminisce. Not yet. Maybe when i'm 50 and still alive. Besides, i randomly reminisce at all times. Reminders are anywhere and nearly everywhere. And nobody's gonna read it anyway. I'd rather talk about it with my 친구s whom i really miss right now. (:

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Last night was.. LOLtastic.

"I think my car just farted."

and..

"What happened?" "What? Oh, what happened. She was crossing the road and there was a cat. The cat said 'Meow' but she say 'Hi'. The fella blur."

Seriously, such a smart way to avoid a conversation. I think i'd remember that conversation for a long time. LOL. I haven't laughed so much in one night since.. forever.

Spent the kononnya countdown and McD and we actually missed it. It was already 12.01 when we realised. Oh well.

I spend all my countdowns with weird people. Good memories nevertheless.

I might have hated 2009 but i will surely miss it. The only thing that doesn't rewind : Time.

Anyways,

HAPPY NEW YEAR, YA'LL!

Baby, please stay.

Fake.

So i'm finally back. And well.. kinda dead tired. But above all that, i'm just SO HAPPY to be back in front of my own shared labtop. (:

As you should know already, i'm a lil too busy with everything else to blog. And i've got no pics. So.. yeah.

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Last night, before the twins went to bed..

"I got something to say to you.. "
*a moment of silence where we all turn to look at her and wait for her to say something*
".. GOODBYE!"

Then they ran over and climb on top of my usual lying-on-the-bed-self and gave me a hug.
"I miss you."

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So sweet right? I miss them too. I miss THEM, not the kids around me part. I think i've made enough memories to last the year. So all in all, i'm just glad to be back and well.. alone.

Twins?

Eek. I'm becoming mean ALREADY. >.<

Sorry la. My err.. attitude got the better of me. But then again, i think whatever patience i still have in me will last me through this holiday.

It's CHRISTMAS! In exactly 59 minutes. Well. I'm still gonna try to stay up till 12 just to wish everybody, if i can. Can you imagine? I'm trying to sleep by 12. TWELVE? ME? Sleeping by 12? Sounds a lil surreal. Oh well. This is what happens when i'm surrounded by kids too much.

MERRY CHRISTMAS YA'LL!

I wonder how old Jesus is this year.

Pictures. Or rather half of the pictures.

We were umm.. posing around on the ground floor of the apartment? Is that what its called?

She calls me "my girl". I think i started calling her that too. That's Margeret. My.. girl. Yeah. She sticks to me forever.

BANANAS. Buahaha.

In the MRT. Our looooonnngggg MRT rides. It's not all that bad.

Eating.. Gio Gio. That's what it's called.

Orchard Road. 2nd time.

Orchard road. 1st time.

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I'm potentially scarred for life.

Sighs.

I am..

.. annoyed.

Yes, i'm still in Singapore. And yes, i'm still alive. With kids hanging off me (thank god i brought shorts that won't fall off so easily), draggind me around the mall and refusing to let me stop to look at stuff (she takes away everything and anything i pick up from a shelf), sitting ON me, puching me (yeah, they punch people), digging through my everything, murdering my already dead phone, pouring my powder everywhere, tossing my poor baby everywhere, hacking into my FACEBOOK to buy things for themselves through my previously non existent pet society, and yeah.. you get the point. She even follows me into the bathroom every morning after dragging me (literally, really) outta bed and then stare at me brush my teeth.

INVASION OF PRIVACY and PERSONAL SPACE. *sceams*

It's only the 2nd day i've been here but i already out of energy. School? HAH SO FUNNY. I'm even starting to talk like them now la. Always like that wan. Must not do that la. Later i go back then how? Later i like siao like that la. People all don't like me ady. OMG right. I'd rather sound like a bimbo than talk like that.

So everytime I get annoyed, i scream random korean at then. HAH.

Sighsss. I already miss home. And i'm missing all these super important stuff happening in the KPOP world and then all of a sudden EVERYTHING happens.

Oops. This was not ment to be a rant post. It just.. well, became one. Don't worry. I still love them all. Really.

Byebye.