Okay. BEAST WAS IN MALAYSIA, and i went to see them. Of course i did. (: I do consider myself a fan, i've been watching them since they debuted, stood up for them, watch them grow and fell in love even more.
This was my first experience of what i call a terrible crowd of fans. It was all crazy and ppl were just all screaming and shouting and pushing for god knows what reasons, with all the fake fainting and stuff, it really amused me. Maybe the kind of fandom they're in is just
slightly different than mine.
Mine's made out of love and only love. Back to that day. 27th June @ KL Live Centre. Wrong choice of venue. Sighsss. The place was packed when we reached there about 5.30 ++ and we had to stand in line for 3 hours or so because i don't know what's up with all the fans or if they're actually tired or not, they refused to sit. There were 2 korean girls in front of me in the line and i swear i've seen them before. Up until now, i still don't know where. Chih. This is getting irrelevant.
After a lot of screaming and pushing and all that, we finally made our way into the hall at about 8.35 or so. Thats wayy too late but there's no point complaining. They were playing the videos and all that, thank God for the screen at the back. Loads of scary fanboys who cheered when they played 4 minute's MV. They host dude is really nice despite how the fans are definitely
not.
BEAST finally came up. And for the life of me, i really don't remember which song the sang first or the sequence, but they sang a total of 6 songs and ended with a remixed version of Mystery and Bad Girl, they sound so so so good live.
After the U-Kiss experience, this was a lil different, they fans weren't all THAT happy and neither were BEAST. We're not allowed to pass them gifts personally, no touching and only a handful of them spoke to them. Lol. Let's start with members.
Junhyung : So much swagger. He is exactly like that in real life. No wonder he calls himself the joker. He has the same facial expression for the whole 3 hours or so and its just.. him. He's got really diamond shaped eyes, gorgeous forehead, really awesome hair and he's rap is like WOW. Sorry, bias showing a lil but he was always my first love. (: At the fansigning session, I was shaking going up on stage and because he was first i took all the courage i had and said '안녕하세요, 오빠' and silence. So i decided, i have to say something, and i continued '사랑해요' , in which where he looked up and i stared at his eyeliner+eyes and he nodded at me. ᄏᄏᄏᄏ
Dongwoon : Ahhh he's just like all smiley and all. Nicest to fans so far i think, he's just such a sweetheart. First, he's really tall. As if we don't know that. And he was just smiling at us genuinely, its so hard not to return it. Looking at him smile just makes me wanna melt and slurp my way into their suitcase and back to korea with them.
Kikwang : AWW he's so tiny seated next to Dongwoon who's easily half a head taller than him seated and he was all smiles and it was like all rainbowy and sunny looking at him. I managed to re-pull myself together and i said '사랑해요, 오빠' to him and he smiled again. Awwww, i wanna squish him and all that. OHH and he flashed his abs (twice) the night before but because i was so far behind i only managed to see like.. 2 packs instead of six. HAHA. So adorable.
Doojoon : OMG HE WAVED AT ME and i was like 갸야야아~ He waved at me 3 times when he looked at my sign and just smiled. I might have died and came back to live. At that moment, it was just SO worth it standing there being pushed ad pulled and all that just to know that he know i exist and i am his BIG fan. At least my face crossed his mind once? *hugesmile* He was making really really cute faces the whole night and i spent almost the whole time trying to look in between heads and arms trying to find him. He was all leader-ish, tried to interact with the fans from upstairs as well. How can i not fall for someone like him? Aww, i miss him already.
Hyunseung : He's all beautiful and porcelain skinned and doll-like and just so.. have i mentioned beautiful? I don't know what kind of mood he was on that night or even the next day cause he was just like.. that. He had time to like examine his fingers while autographing. Poor baby looked so pale and all sickly, or maybe that's just me but i wanted to cheer him up so i made my sister write me a sign on the spot and no offence, but it looked like crap at first. Who cares really? The point is, when they were getting up and ready to leave, they came to the front, stood in a line and waved at the crowd. I kept flapping my board at him and he finally saw it, i swear he finally broke into a tiny tiny smile and WAVED AT ME! I became completely incoherent at that moment. On the next day at 1U, the books kinda stopped moving for awhile so when it was my turn to stand in front of him, he looked up and stared at me, like seriously, we had some kind of staring competition or something it was so scary and all but isn't that what i went up stage to do anyway, stare at them? OMG his eyes were like piercing and scary but i couldn't look away, he finally broke it and looked down to sign. I will remember that face of his for the rest of my life. Up until now, if i close my eyes i can still see him staring at me. ᄒᄒᄒᄒ
Yoseob : He's like tiny and all, with his little smile and kinda small face, he was so adorable. And oh, i haven't mentioned that i went on stage holding a sign that says "Let's get married" in which where HE READ IT. He was the only one who really read my sign, he mouthed it out as he read it and then looked at me when he was done, i was practically shaking, then HE NODDED. TWICE! Bwahahaha, i went off stage thinking "Can we get married yet?" His face was like a mixture of shock, amusement and bored. Lol. Mostly surprised though, i was the only one with a sign that said such weird things. OMG at that time, waiting in line for 5 hours straight, being treated like prisoners and all that was SO WORTH IT.
In other words, despite being totally passive about it all and i didn't get to talk to them, didn't get to touch them, i sound like such a perv but it was a pretty great day. Concert? Definitely.
돌아와, 요, 오빠! ᅲ.ᅲ
Now let the pictures do the talking, there's not much, but yeah.. The pictures are all at random.
My Doojoon sign where HE WAVED AT ME and taking this picture, i was still pretty high that time, standing still was almost impossible.
Saying goodbye, waving at the crowd. Love love love the red suits. OHHH i think this was like moments before Hyunseung waved at me. Wheeeeee~
They just got out of their seats , moving to the front of the stage. Didn't i mentioned the pictures are all at random?
OHH. Moe. ᄏᄏᄏᄏ He had his hand on my back and he's so nice la AISHH. No Mike though, omg i really have to get over this stupid crush i have on him.
Uhhh. Before the autograph session began, we were on our way to wondering to the front of the place where miracles take place. (:
This was actually the first picture taken. LOL they came out in white and Hyunseung's shirt was so transparent under the light HAHA.
There's alot more to say, but.. it's okay. I will remember. 영원히..
I may a more bigger fan than i already am now, but i don't really dare to call myself a B2UTY yet because being a fan is more than just that. What i am now though is an avid supporter and i REALLY want them to do well and hopefully reach the top someday. At least i know watched them grow from the beginning and that i'll be here watching them reach the top.
