Every moment was laced with some kind of emptiness, in knowing that these are temporary, trying so hard to give it meaning. But alas, it all sums up to nothing.
There is a price to pay, most times I'm willing to pay it. It's not regret, it's a mere wondering of what it would be if I made different choices.
"You lied to me, this is exactly how I imagined it to be, but you told me it wasn't going to be."
"Sorry."
"Sorry."
If I went under a wave and never came back up. If I walked out and never turned back. If I was stronger. If I dared. If I did something, if I did nothing.
No if would make me change. The hell is wrong with you, self. Maybe, just maybe, you deserve this.
"I'm sorry I exist."
Your life would be better if I didn't exist. Heck, my life would be better if I didn't exist.
"When you look at me, the whole world fades,
I'll always remember you this way."
-- Lady Gaga
I'll always remember you this way."
-- Lady Gaga
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