Relapse

29th July 2020, 1096 days. 3 years. What a ride it's been. 

"...figure out if you want to be on this earth anymore because
the person you loved to death doesn't love you like he use to anymore." 

Relapse. 

But hey, look at me, at least I'm blogging more now. The reason I find positivity in myself blogging more is because at least the thoughts are not all bottled up in my own head, suffocating me. I'm trying to ease myself back to being able to speak the words and express my thoughts. These things are supposedly essential in being in a relationship, so I've been told. Or more like, complained about. Lol. 

But I've had another relapse. I can't sleep again, it's 4.46am as I'm typing this. I have a 9.30am meeting :) 

Unanswered questions. More, and more.